Not such a good day. Things have turned out bad since last Saturday. All because of miss calls. And what pissed me off is that if it were him, I cannot be mad. I don't understand why he made such a fuss about it. After all, he has already decided. What was I supposed to do? Tell him not to? Puhleezzz.. As if you ever listened.

Now, I don't feel like I want to talk to him. I mean why got mad in such a way. I've already explain where I went. And it's not like he didn't know that when I am there, I am still the eldest and I have to do what I have to do. Just cannot understand him. Just see, if I say we must talk then he will start sneaking back into his shell. GROW UP! Face things like an adult! And I'm not asking to face things like a man either! Like an adult, equal!

I'm sorry, but I really cannot talk to you or bring myself to talk to you now. I feel sad and betrayed. It's like you can get mad, but I couldn't. You can blow your temper but I have to succumb. This is not fair.

If you don't pick up the phone, when I need to talk to you, do I drag myself and blow off?

See he did it again... See previous post... All those... How? What should I do?